Another Fun Filled Mini-Vacation…

January 27th, 2008 | Posted in General | No Comments »

Since I took Friday off from work that allowed me to skip out on the mandatory Saturday overtime. While I technically more than desperately need the overtime I just couldn’t stand the thought of another one day weekend. A three day weekend sounded a whole lot better.

Most of the weekend was spent watching Dead Like Me Season 2 and shopping for new clothes. Drano tagged along and so instead of making the money I need I spent more money that I didn’t have. The spending was justified, though. Most of my clothes are either old or for work. When I want to go someplace I’m either stuck wearing shirts that are ready to be thrown out or shirts from ages back that haven’t fit me in years.

Since I’ve been on the computer very little throughout the weekend I feel like there must be tons I’ve missed. I know the Internet hasn’t changed one iota in the relatively short time I was [NO CARRIER] but for whatever reason it am glad to be back here.

Tonight would be the perfect opportunity to sit down and write in my novel. The house is clean, I have plenty of time, I’m not in the least bit sleepy (since I was up bullshitting with Drano until 6am and slept till noon), and I have no place to be nor anybody likely to phone me up.

Too bad I don’t even feel like writing. I didn’t even feel like writing this blog entry but I’m not ready to let some of my pre-written stuff publish just yet. The fact is I just don’t feel like doing anything. I’m so easily bored by practically everything almost all of the time that even the more exciting things (such as Geometry Wars) doesn’t even excite me now.

My mind is quite probably not being utilized enough to keep me “awake”. Not just awake at the moment, but awake in life. My job is mind-numbing and this simple weekend away from it won’t change the fact that I have to be back there again for yet another 58+ hour week.

I have avoided alcohol all weekend, though I have plenty of it here. A box of wine which isn’t bad, a bottle of wine which isn’t good, a bottle of gin, and bottle of Wild Turkey, a bottle of Blanton’s, and a six pack of Amber Boch. I almost pass for someone who really likes to drink but tonight, like the last several nights, I do not feel like drinking.

I just don’t feel like much of anything.